Step....step....
"Dashie?" I called out. A few tiny hoof
taps sounded against the wooden flooring of my house, and a particular
cyan filly darted around a corner and skidded to a stop in front of me,
gazing up at my face with those large, innocent violet eyes of hers. She
blinked. Not only a week ago had she uttered her first words, and just
recently she had been exploring the house while I was away at work.
I
set my keys in the cupboard above the sink I normally keep them in,
before reaching down and grabbing the filly with both hands, setting her
on the countertop by the sink. She sat down on her haunches, and
continued staring up at me as I cranked the handle on the sink engraved
with a large "H". Water poured out the nozzle, which quickly snagged her
attention.
I had retrieved water for her before via the sink (as
my refrigerator's water dispenser had been broken since before my
parents passed), but, from her diminutive vantage point, she had never
actually witnessed the water flowing forth from the pipe. She leaned
over the sink and tried to drink from the stream. I couldn't suppress a
chuckle... I used to do that when I was younger.
Suddenly, she
recoiled sharply with a cry as the steaming hot water burned her lips.
She lied down and put both hooves to her mouth, her eyes starting to
tear up. I stroked her technicolor mane, which seemed to calm the soft
whimpers emanating forth from her tiny vocal cords.
"Ow.....Ow...."
Dashie muttered, under her breath. I felt guilty. I should have warned
her of the water's temperature before she took a sip. With my other
hand, I reached over and opened the refrigerator door, retrieving an
ice-cold bottle of water from a pack I had recently bought, before
setting it down in front of her, letting the fridge's door shut by
itself under its own weight. A few days ago, I had decided I would buy
bottled water for her instead of giving her tap water like I had always
done; my Dashie deserved only the best I could manage.
She began
licking the condensation from the sides of the bottle, enjoying the cold
feeling on her scorched lips. I picked it up for a moment, and
unscrewed the cap, before holding the opened bottle to her. She
attempted to grab it with both hooves, only slightly managing to grasp
it due to the slick sides, so I continued holding it for her, enabling
her to drink without dropping the bottle. She placed the bottle against
her lips, and I tilted it for her, slightly, so that the water would
flow. She drank eagerly, but stopped after only an estimated 1/12th of
the bottle. Maybe it was due to how small she was. "...Th...Tha...Thank
you..D..Daddy..." She stuttered, her young lips quivering to find the
right sounds.
I set the bottle down to bend over and rub my
forehead against hers. "Anytime, Dashie." Ever since she had learned to
speak, she had been referring to me as "Daddy". Several times I've told
her my real name, but she always forgot. She would address me by it for a
few short minutes, but if I so much as left the room and came back, or
changed topic, she again spoke to me with "Daddy".
Does she
really think of me as a parent? She doesn't really strike me as MY
child, because after all, we were different species. But yet.... I feel
this... attachment to her, in the back of my mind. I shook it off; I'll
think about it later. Right now I need to bathe the smelly little filly.
Noticing
that the sink was full of water, I turned off the nozzle and gently
picked up the filly, lifting her small body over the pool of liquid. She
was small enough to fit in the sink, so there were no problems with
that. My intent was to bathe her, and I had even gone to the supermarket
and picked out sensitive-skin shampoo prior to this, just in case
regular shampoo would cause a burning sensation or something. Right now
she smelled...like a wet dog, to put it simply. I wasn't sure if I
should bathe her once a week like, ehm, a dog, or make her bathe every
day. Eh, I'll figure it out.
I....didn't notice that the water
was still steaming, and incredibly hot. I obliviously lowered her into
the pool of liquid, but she began squirming at the sensation of steam
curling around her cyan fur, and looked at me with her large
violet-rimmed eyes.
"D...Daddy! Daddy n-...no! No!!" She
squeaked, her small cyan wings flapping ineffectively. I lifted her away
from the water, setting her back on the counter to the side, about to
ask her what was wrong, but she quickly scampered away from the sink.
She overshot her mark and fell down to the wooden floor with a yelp. I
quickly ran to her, relief washing over me as I saw that she had landed
without any harm.
I picked her up again, which caused her to
resume her squirming, but a soft "sshhh..." from me caused it to
gradually die down. I set her on the counter again, by the sink, but she
backed away from the water. I stuck my finger into it, only to quickly
retract it as I realized how hot the water was.
I heard Dashie
whimpering and picked her up again, holding her tightly to my chest with
one arm as I used the other to flick a switch on the counter to drain
some of the water from the sink. I turned on the cold water, knowing
that it would lower the temperature of the bathwater, and let it flow
until I could stick my finger inside the pool and it not be burnt.
"Dashie,
I'm sorry... I made the water too hot. It's better now." I said softly,
stroking her mane again as she stared up at me from the crook of my
elbow. I could see her mouth moving, trying to pronounce the letter "w".
"W...W..Wah...Wat..."
She mimicked, her gaze darting from me to the sink and back. I picked
her up again with both hands, and attempted to lower her into the sink
once more. She whimpered slightly, staring down at the liquid, but once
her back legs dipped into the pleasantly lukewarm fluid, her fearful
expression shifted to one of curiosity. I let her sink completely into
the liquid. Her curious expression shot back to fear as the water
swallowed her up to her neck, and she began squirming again, splashing
water all over me.
"Dashie, it's okay. I'm just trying to get you
clean." I explained. She seemed to understand, and quit her flailing,
sitting still.
"W...W....Why?..." She asked, in that tiny voice
of hers. I found myself laughing at the irony. I didn't expect her to
understand why she needed to take baths; after all, she is a
child. My laughter was only met with more confusion, as I could see from
her amethyst eyes, semi-concealed by her now-wet mane, which hung
limply in front of her face.
"Just hold still... you'll like
being clean, Dashie. I promise." I reached to the bottle of shampoo I
had bought specifically for her, and popped the cap, before squeezing
some of the green gel onto the filly's rainbow hair. She looked up at
the bottle above her head with large, curious eyes.
Trying to be
as gentle as possible, I started rubbing her all over with it, the
simple gel erupting into a mountain of white bubbles. Dashie was scared
at first, but gradually she started giggling at all the bubbles floating
around her head and on the surface of the water. I smiled at her,
finding the scene to be too adorable to go without a picture. I dipped
my hands into the bathwater to rinse the soap off of them, before
walking to the other end of the kitchen to fetch my camera, which I left
so conveniently placed on a stool next to an outlet in the wall.
Upon sighting it, I realized something...
I hadn't taken any pictures of Dashie yet. And this was a magnificent opportunity.
I
smiled widely and grabbed the camera, zipping in front of the bathing
filly and holding it in front of her. She looked at the camera
cautiously, even wading backwards a little in her impromptu bathtub.
"Smile, Dashie!" I told her, and grinned from ear to ear myself, hoping
it would rub off to her. It did. She smiled and began playing with the
bubbles again, and I chuckled as I snapped the picture.
Dashie
froze at the bright flash. Her irises constricted, and she started
whimpering in fear, hear ears folding as she pressed herself against the
back wall of the sink. I was going to take more pictures, but I decided
it was better to just slip the camera into my pocket and take them
later. I looked at her sympathetically, rubbing the shampoo on her hair
again.
"Dashie, it was just a picture... it's so we'll always remember this. It's okay..."
She
calmed down at my touch. A good five minutes passed, filled with our
shared giggling, the kitchen being filled with soap bubbles, and Dashie
shying away from me when I attempted to wash her "no-no" place (she
insisted she do it herself...without me watching. So I looked away),
before I turned on the faucet and moved her under it. She giggled even
more at the warm water rushing over her, but closed her mouth and began
spitting when some of the rinsed-off soap flowed into her muzzle.
Eventually
I rinsed all the suds off, and laid out a nearby towel next to the sink
for Dashie. She climbed out of the water onto it without my assistance,
receiving praise from me for doing so all on her own, before gazing up
at me with the most adorable grin on her face. I had just slipped my
hands under the towel in preparation to wrap it around Dashie for
drying, when she decided it would be a good idea to shake the water off,
like a dog.
"D-Dashie!!" I playfully called, lifting my arms to
shield myself from the shower of water droplets that flew off of her
tiny cyan body. When she was done, I dried her with the towel anyway;
shaking the water off only removes so much.
"Now now Dashie, you
can't be doing that. It's not proper. Use a towel, like I am now."
Personally I didn't believe that human etiquette laws applied to ponies,
but I didn't want water being flung all over me each time I bathed her,
so I figured this was the right thing to tell her. She frowned at me
for a moment, before nodding.
"O-Okay...D...Daddy..." She said,
giving in. I pulled her into a hug, which she gladly returned, me
noticing that she smelled like green apples. It was the shampoo. Either
way, I set her on the ground, and she happily scampered off to the
living room, before stopping upon the realization that I wasn't
following her. She trotted back to the kitchen and stared up at me.
"D-daddy? A..Are...y-you...coming?..." She stuttered, her unfamiliarity
with speaking taking grasp on her lips once more. I laughed to myself
and walked to her, before bending her over and picking her up, walking
to the living room with her.
An idea suddenly formed inside my
head; she was a pegasus, right? Wouldn't she enjoy flying, or anything
close to it? I decided to test my theory, and held her high above my
head. She gasped suddenly, but quickly began giggling, mixed in with the
occasional "Whee!" as I walked to and fro around the room. I laughed
along with her, seeing her joyful face from below as she flapped her
small wings, pretending to be flying.
I haven't known Dashie for
very long, but I love her. She's a shining ray of hope, of possibility,
of a future, in my dull, monochromatic life. Seeing her happy, no matter
what the source may be, sparks that same, unfamiliar-yet-familiar
feeling in my heart time and time again.
Joy.